A Beauty Fool Soul

Money money money money!

2008-09-05T20:35:00.001+08:00

Aidilfitri is like weeks away...i still remember when i was a kid,duit raya came in form of coins/shillings..lotsa coins,i got 20¢ mostly!lotsa 20¢! But kids nowadays are richer than us.the least they can get is RM2.lotsa RM2.
When raya approach,it's time to give and forgive...

This is what happened when...

2008-08-25T23:08:00.001+08:00

Somehow,it's a bit funny.No,it's very funny.thx to Permatang Pauh election,all the KLites are actually Penangites!the traffic was clear along the SMART tunnel from KL to sg. Besi n it was 6.15 pm!i was in disbelief!how i wish Permatang Pauh is having the election everyday.i feel in lalala land.only me n my car:)

Lalala

2008-08-24T20:59:00.001+08:00

Hehe..

MARATHON....

2008-07-06T17:00:00.006+08:00

Well,i haven't posted anything in a while.Try to associate myself with me, being the second year contract officer from AG's Chamber at Legal Aid Bureau.I also haven't written anything on my second interview.Let's just hope for the best for me.Heard that the result will come out on the 18th of this month.

Me and my friend who is also my collegue , Fiona are doing our best to serve the public and right now with no Director in KL, looks like both of us has to head the civil division.Fiona is doing mostly Subordinate Court cases and i deal with the High Court cases.Tired tired tired!Luckily, we have each other and we strongly support each other.If not, we might not be this strong to continue the second year in Bureau.At the same time, we have to deal with the admin work which is so tiring....yeah, i can't stop whining.

People always feel that whoever works in Bureau are dealing with simple matters, yelaa...family matters je...kata diaorg!Cubalaa try datang keje kat sini.Tan Sri AG, tolong keje kat sini...saya bagi seminggu je, confirm give up!Fussy clients, the workloads, deadlines, the court, the judges...phew!Penat tau!So, i guess, people who never works at Bureau, you have no right at all to pass any remark to us!

BTW, last week, i watched Sepi and WANTED.Actually, i'm dying to watch WANTED, but on the last Wednesday, it was fully booked!!i was so frustrated.I really wanted to watch James McAvoy, he is my fave actor and i watched most of his movies, Becoming Jane, Atonement,Penelope and WANTED is the other side of him.So, i ended up watching SEPI which is a very beautiful film.I watched it with my bestfriend, Fida and she cried throughout the movie!I like Adam and Imaan stories.I don't like Sufi's story but his story made me cry....and i don't know why!The most beautiful thing is, the poem that Imaan wrote...it was so touching!

What can i say?Kabir Bhatia is a genius and Mira Mustaffa is double genius!hahah!...

The next day, finally, i watched WANTED!!And Timur Bekmambetov is double triple genius!The movie doesnt make sense at all but i really really enjoyed watching the action stuff...totally fake but believable in it's own way!hahahah...anyone who is an action hunger, go and watch WANTED!....

Next movie in line....Hmm, Mamma Mia and High School Musical 3, i never grow up!hahahaha...

GILER!

2008-06-16T19:13:00.008+08:00

In the midst of the interview saga...ngeh ngeh...hm, it's going to be tomorrow and i heard that AG is not going to conduct the interview...really bz bz man.Alhamdulillah...heheh, i don't know whether it is good or bad to have AG himself interviewing you...hmm...lantaklaa...I rather have Dato' Halijah Abas, the Chief Registrar to interview me cause she is very very nice!hehehhe..another butt kissing....but, with AG, he will know you personally which is good in selecting you as a legal officer a.k.a Federal Counsel...he was the one who interviewed me as a contract officer and i like him cause he only asked me about myself.Heheheh...

Okay, to begin with, today, i fetched my friend, Ronie from Putrajaya Sentral and we headed to HQ to get our documents for the interview tomorrow.But, when we reached there, we were informed that the documents wasn't ready yet..and it all set to be ready at 3.00 pm, which the time was..err..11am...and to add salt to the injury, i bumped into ADAM MAMAT yang gila sombong nak mati amik document dia.Okaylaa, lantaklaa tak tegur kawan2 ni, dahlaa plak tu, terus cabut tak bertegur sapa langsung...err...adalah tegur sikit tapi macam nak tak nak je.Takpelaa ADAM, kusedar diriku ini....

Then, me and Ronie, we said to each other,'Mana nak lepak ni?"and i suggested Alamanda...Ronie replied,'Ala, boringlaa...sure bumped into kawan2 kat AG,"...so, i came out with the idea of going to JUSCO CHERAS SELATAN.Lagi!hahahaha...and Ronie supported the suggestion.

So, i drove like half and hour to JUSCO, brought her around the place...and it's time for lunch..and guess what, i , for God knows how many times, suggested ICHIBAN RAMEN again!I guess those who are working at ICHIBAN RAMEN has already memorized this cute face.wek wek wek...

And i have the same menu, again, KIMUCHI RAMEN , BABY OCTOPUS and coffee ice blended with float..and Ronie had Japanese Fried Rice.Hahaha, crazy crazy.Then, we went to Vincci...and i totally mad abt this particular stiletto....sexy!Shiny black...aduss...no money at the moment and i'm not a big spender....so, need to be KIV...hahahahha...

Then, we hung out at Starbucks and Ronie bought me dark mocha frapuccino...and to tell you the truth, i've consummated high caffeine for this whole month...dizzy dizzy dizzy.

Near 3.00 pm, we headed back to HQ to get the documents....finally, it was ready for us.

My interview is tomorrow...wish me LUCK guys!

SUNDAY!

2008-06-15T19:44:00.004+08:00

I hate Sundays to begin with cuz the next day is Monday, and Monday=working!!But this particular Sunday should be so relax and feels like heaven since i've already taken a leave for 4 days and i still have 5 more days to finish my leave before my contract expired. And, my interview is on Tuesday and i still haven't finished up reading and memorizing civil and criminal procedures!MALASNYA!!!And heard that Richard Malanjum, Chief Judge Sabah & Sarawak and AG himself will be the panels!I'm gonna die.Not like i haven't being interviewed by AG before, I had...and he only asked me about myself!And God knows what he will be asking me this Tuesday!

But, memang saja cari nahas, i started to read a novel and i can't put it down!!!I shouldn't read it on the first place since i have an interview coming!And this novel really distract me!(Scream!!)

I like the girl!I like LOLA!!But i haven't finished reading it just yet!Interview and LOLA, LOLA needs to go...(i said this out of unconscious mind!)No, i can't leave LOLA cuz i really wanna know what will happen between her and DOUGIE(weird name, i almost pronounce it DOGGIE...)!

Jill Mansell knows how to create a funny one liner!The story was fast paced and you never feel bored!i'm currently on Chapter 13.Find out more about this book at http://www.jillmansell.co.uk/

I have like 4 novels that i haven't read yet...phew!But i'm hooked with this one!A romantic comedy that a girl like me won't resist!*LOL*

Guys, wish me LUCK for my interview, and wish that AG is going somewhere else on that day!

(pic courtesy of http://www.amazon.co.uk/)

What a Friday!

2008-06-14T17:51:00.004+08:00

Hahah, this is what happened.I was on leave, but then, by 10.30, i went to the office to fax some documents to Kak Hani--u can call it pending interview documents.And i also have some things in mind where i want to go shopping at sogo...with Atun...buying clothes for the interview since my white shirt doesn't look that white anymore and i need a new coat.

So i reached the office by 11am...hungry and hungry.My boss has done his packing, my staff were busy doing statistic of cases that need to be submitted to HQ by Monday.And I WAS ON LEAVE for a week!Yay!

Then, during lunch hour, Atun accompanied me to SOGO...so, we checked out some coats and clothes and i settled with clothes that i got at a very reasonable price.A Padini white shirt worth RM100++ (i will not eat for 5 months) and a nice coat that cost me RM100++ also(i will not have dinner for 5 months).

Then, on our way back to the office, something happened.A demonstration to decrease the fuel price.And people like screaming 'Turun harga minyak!Turun Pak Lah!'...over and over again.I was a bit scared and so did Atun.Hehehe...But many people were watching the demo and snapped pictures, even videos...hahah..and i managed to take few...while Atun was busy saying 'Jomlah Cik Aida...balik cepat.'hahahah...well, nothing happened.It was a peace demo....

Bye Bye...

2008-06-13T21:22:00.006+08:00

My boss got promoted to grade L54 and he got transfered to AG's Chambers.So, it was a very short notice because he won't be around anymore starting the 16th of June.So, due to the time constraint, we need to organize a farewell party for him and we only got today (Thursday the 12th)!So, Fiona, my collegue wasn't around and it looks like i need to do it on my own.

So, i gather some of the staff since most of them went to Putrajaya for some meetings and came out what should we give to our boss as a token of appreciation...hehehe...then, me and one of my staff rushed to S-O-G-O (it's very near to our office...10 minutes walking) and went to the Men's Department, got my boss a tie and its clip.Simple and it was very fast cause we were really running out of time.

Then, i reached office at 11.30am(yea yea, curi tulang, if that's u wanna call it larrr...) and we planned to have lunch with our boss...my staff came out with a restaurant in Ampang, but everyone like, objected...ok then, i ask everyone to just settled it with PIZZA HUT...heheeh...simple and very economic.

i then asked one of my staff to collect the money for the presents and foods...looked like one of them didnt want to pay...S-H-U-T U-P!!You're not even contributing, what's the fuss!

Finally, everything went well.....the arrangement with pizza hut, us ate there, we chatted and by 5 pm, we went home already!Bye bye BOSS!

HOLIDAY?!FORGOT ALREADY LARRR!!

2008-06-07T16:54:00.010+08:00

I was about to have a very nice sleep and all, then i heard my father screaming:

"ALONG!!!Kereta dah sampai 1000KM tu!Cepat pergi servis!Kedai bukak pukul 8.00 pg, pukul berapa kamu nak pergi??!!!Karang beratur panjang bising-bising!"

It was like...8.30 in the morning and i was just about to doze off actually after the prayer, and i was lazily woke up,getting ready to service my car at the nearest service centre.I brought my sis along and bribe her with a promise to buy her lunch today.Okay.

Then, i reached the service centre and it was very quite.No cars, no one...it hasn't open yet...what, it was already 9.30 am..and nothing...no one.Then something hit me!It's HOLIDAY LARRR!Agong's birthday!Adus...then, tomorrow is Sunday, when will i get to service my car?!

Part of it, i blame my father!hahahahah...then i said to my sis, "Let's go to Jusco Cheras Selatan...jalan-jalan, makan-makan!"heheheh.Then, my father called and asked me where i am and i said to him, today's Agong's birthday, cuti.And my father was about to go to the same service centre.He totally forgot about it although i've seen him loyally watching the parade this morning!hahahahah...

Then, me and my sis headed to Jusco Cheras Selatan..it took about 20 minutes to reach there, i must say this is my favourite place to go out and about apart from Alamanda.KLCC, MidValley , Pavillion or the Curve don't do it for me because i hate crowded places.I like to window shop and observed others..heheh..

Then, we went for a lunch at ICHIBAN RAMEN!I have a Kimuchi Ramen and a coffee blended and my sis have the baby octopus and Iced Lemon Tea.Yummy!I've been spending a lot on foods lately!HUhuhuhuhu...

Boring as it sounds, we went to Speedy and browsing some DVDs...and i ended up buying 'The First Daughter' and '27 Dresses'.I've watched 27 dresses like months ago and i still don't know why i bought the DVD.Talking about being a big spender.Lame lame lame...

Got only a day left before i start working...B-O-R-I-N-G....I feel so unhappy and not in the mood to go to work!Shame on those persons who are making my life MISERABLE!Congrats!Don't worry, YOUR TIME WILL COME!

MY THEME SONG AT THE MOMENT!

2008-06-06T19:02:00.005+08:00

I believe this song represents what i should do at the moment.Very motivational...

HERO by MARIAH CAREY

There's a hero if you look inside your heart.
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road
when you face the world alone.
No one reaches out a hand
for you to hold.
You can find love
if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt
will disappear.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

The Lord knows
dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
tear them away.
Just hold on,
there will be a tomorrow.
And in time you'll find the way.

INTERVIEW...

2008-06-06T18:25:00.007+08:00

Huhuhuhuhuhu....the time has come...the letter has arrived...and i'm really nervous!Really?!I don't know.Actually, i really got distracted with what has been going on at the office.Hmm, i don't know how long i'm going to face that...hmmm...enough said.Today, i learnt that he launched another personal attack to me...and he really took advantage of my leave.But trust me, ALLAH knows BETTER and when he did this to me, I pray to ALLAH that he'll get what he deserved.Sooner or later.Time will tell.Sedarlah,kita ini hanya dipinjamkan sahaja ke dunia, banyak-banyaklah beramal. No need to be arrogant.

Heard that this interview will be conducted by Yang Bhg. Tan Sri Peguam Negara himself and Yang Amat Arif Chief Justice and maybe few other Yang Arif Judges.Tips needed, my friends!Topics that need to be focused:

Current issues: Pulau Batu Putih, the fuel price, ISA(this never being left out), VK Lingam video, recently General Election, and what news in the paper on the day of the interview.
Civil Procedures: Memorize everything in the Sub Court Rules and Rules of High Court;
Criminal Procedures;
Biro Bantuan Guaman: whether should expand the jurisdiction in the Legal Aid Act 1970,memorize the Act, your scope of work.
Last but not least, "MYSELF".

Those are things that i can think about.To all of my friends , Best of Luck, you guys already done a good job, now is the time to do your job much BETTER.Thus, there will be no more cycnical comment "It's not my preferences to have you being sent here.You are only contract officer..."Whatever, this contract officer laa pun selama ni bawak kes tonggeng terbalik kat court tu!JIA YOU CONTRACT OFFICERS!(Laa, memanglaa contract officer, mana ada sekarang AG amik permanent terus!DPP/APP/SAR dan Magistrate tu banyaknya contractlaa..so never look down on us laa!)

STRESS FREE...DUH!

2008-06-06T16:22:00.005+08:00

Whenever i'm having a stress, i will lose my appetite...i can't barely eat and i can't barely sleep.So, due to my situation right now...i'm really in stress and under a lot of pressures.In order to eliminate this feeling, i then read a book called 'Jangan Bersedih:Segala Kesulitan Pasti Ada Kemudahan'.It's a good motivational book....good that i've fallen asleep, not because it's boring, but i'm sleepy for many sleepless night that i had because of my situation at the moment.

Then, today, i've already have a lunch plan with Kerry at Alamanda, Putrajaya.We ate at Secret Recipe.Since she's been whining that her salary is much lower than mine (bajet byklaa gaji aku kan!)...it was all on me...and i have my sister coming over too...hehehhe...so i have my fave menu macaroni prawn chess with green apple kasturi, kerry ate spaghetti meatballs with watermelon juice and my sis have vietnamese beef noodle and green apple kasturi.We ate and gossiping and kiss and tell nearly an hour.

Then, everyone needs to leave.Duty calls and me being a person who's still on leave...(i bumped into many senior officers...sumpah tak pegi dh time lunch...working day!hahahah!) went to MPH to just look if there's any good books.But i still have like five books that i haven't finished reading...it's really a bad habit since i have the hobby of buying books...but takes years to finish it.

Then, TADA!i bought 6 books and i really can't stand littleblackdressbook series...so, i bought like 3 of it...they are:

True Confessions by Rachel Gibson(my fave writer);
The Art of French Kissing by Kristin Harmel (ignore the title, nothing to do with it!);
The Unfortunate Miss Fortunates by Jennifer Crusie, Eileen Dreyer & Anne Stuart.

and 3 other books:

Asmaul Husna Rahsia Kuasa Nama-Nama ALLAH;
An Offer You Can't Refuse by Jill Mansell;
Secrets of a Rainbow Goddess by Jeffrey Stone and Marlene Zeffreys.

Phew!And it cost me nearly RM200..talking about having a STRESS!

Laughing Out Loud!

2008-06-05T19:14:00.007+08:00

Hahahahahah...(still laughing)hahahahah(continue laughing)...i heard funny news today from the office....hahahah...i've been accused of something that is BEYOND UNREASONABLE by THE MAN!Funny funny funny!How am i, a new officer, has giving so much impact TO HIM!DAH TAKDE KEJE LAIN !Super Duper Ridiculous...Beyond Imagination!(Still laughing...)...futhermore...i'm just a contract officer...SUPER DUPER KELAKAR when this happened!

Everyone is going GAGA over the fuel price...hmm...enough said...we already know this is going to happen..sooner or later.I'm not going to be political on this..because i'm not that smart to discuss things on its pros and cons...

My 2nd interview letter just arrived.I even got two same letters.With the current situation at the office, i really need to get out from the office.I really need to be a permanent officer at the Attorney General's Chamber.As much as i love working at the Legal Aid Bureau, there's times that you can't get everything.I'm in so much pressure right now but thank Allah for giving me strength and my parents who support me all the time.I'm just doing my job and of course not everyone is happy about it.Jealousy, backstabbing is everywhere.This is time, you will know who is your real friend..and i found mine. :)

I love the working environment, i like the staff and this is the real platform where i can serve justice to the public.To the people who cannot afford a lawyer.I've been through a lot of things in this 11 months of my office...i've met various people.The experience is PRICELESS.But then, you just can't get everything.My problem is the biggest one that i need to face.My friends said that i'm so patience to that particular person and they can't imagine what would happen if they are in my shoes.Trust me, you guys will act like what i did.Be care less and just do my job.I've been provoked so many times and i even couldn't believe i still can tolerate this situation.I believe, sooner or later, time will prevail who is right and who is wrong.

I believe in KARMA.You'll get what you give.If you treat others badly, same will go to you.It's just a matter of time.If you feel you are smart enough, remember, there's ALLAH and HE knows much better.Praise to ALLAH S.W.T.

Here is the quote from Alicia Keys' KARMA:

"What goes around, comes around,

What goes up must come down,"

We are not always being up and above, sometimes, we must look down..because we don't know what will happen to us, today or tommorrow...

NAIK LAGI!

2008-06-04T23:44:00.005+08:00

Around 3.00 pm, my father sent me the sms saying that "Harga minyak naik petang nie, cepat pegi isi minyak keta!"Without waiting much longer, my mom took one car, i took mine (i was on leave for a week)and my sis took hers to the nearest petrol station..that would be ESSO MOBIL..heheh...It was so peace.Not even a single car at the station apart from us.

I told my mom, "Sure,these people tak dengar lagi,"

Since my father got the source beforehand, i quickly texting my friends, but like me, most of them felt it was just a rumour.Actually i've been forced to fill up the tank by mom..."Sure betul kali ni,"my mom said.

And look what happened just in the next few hours, it was announced on the TV and everywhere feels like New York!"Harga minyak naik!"DUh!Long queue, traffic jam, accidents. I was happened to be on the road tonight and i saw lotsa things on the road and feel everything will be ended at midnight...My mom said,"Ada lagi ke minyak kt stesen ni?Patut petang tadi kita isi dalam tong..."

Then, at the same time, i heard incredibly challenged news about me at the office made by none other than THE MAN.Seems like my patience really put into a test.I couldn't care less anymore...maybe it's time for me to leave...for good.

At the same time, one of my friend texted me saying that his dad just passed away, and i was in a real shock since he called me a few hours earlier saying that he and his dad was on the way to Singapore...Al-Fatihah...

Two completely challenging news to handle in a day...and may Allah gives me strength...

I LOVE MY JOB, BUT....

2008-06-02T22:11:00.008+08:00

*Sigh*...i love my job.I love to do what i'm doing at the moment.But, I'm having a really big problem with THE MAN.I don't know how much longer i can stand him.My patience has been put into a test.And i've never been this patience in my entire life.

I like the job, the staff, the working environment, but my biggest problem is THE MAN.I don't want to move to other place because i like to be where i am right now.But, there is only one solution...it is either, i'm the one who's going to leave, or him.

As the matter of fact, everyone wants him to leave.I wish that you guys would not encounter this kind of person in your entire life.Enough of the pain, torture and humiliation that he has caused us.I've been humiliated and tortured hundred times and at one point, i have a semi-final straw. I nearly lost it.How can you respect a person that has no respect to others at all?Simply said:
"kurang ajar!"(twice already)
"bodoh!"
"lembap!"
"tak bertanggungjawab!"
"tak berhemah!"

and some other words that you couldn't bear to hear!I'm being so patience because of his title.If i ever stumble upon him anywhere, i won't look twice, not even once!But as for me ..those words sound like William Hung singing err...ANAK ITIK TOKWI...low quality version...

Have you ever have a person calling you at 1 am in the morning and you are a married woman?Have you ever have a person giving you missed call for like 10 times (apart from your loved ones)?Have you ever have a stranger(quote and unquote) calling you in the middle of the night?As for me....and the rest...we encountered this situation....and trust me, i'm the one who ignores it totally.Hell i care!I don't know whether we can call this act as NORMAL!

i've done a lot of thinking cause i can't stand this anymore.I'm doing my best, yet, as if i've done nothing!I'm not being a big whiner, i'm sick of this situation!I really need to leave. Maybe, this is the BEST!(although i really don't want to leave!)

*this article has no intention to sound malicious or seditious,not even defamatory but this is a challenge that some of us need to face in our daily lives*

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzz

2008-05-23T13:32:00.006+08:00

I'm so sleepy right now...supposedly , Friday is the day to shop around, window shopping, surveying the latest mobile phone in town, but, i'm so sleepy right now.You can do lotsa things between 12.15 pm to 2.45 pm and HE is not around today.Supposedly i should feel like in heaven right now!But i'm so sleepy...

So many files on my desk. And most of the files are supposedly be done by..hmm..whatever.But i feel that i am the boss. Allah please give me strength to go through this time and has to face THE MAN everyday.If i have my way, i really want to go out from this office.Maybe, i should transfer myself (if i can laaa)!I like the work and the environment...but i just can't stand this situation anymore...talking about respect...hmmm...

I'm thinking of buying a new mobile phone since my current phone has problem with the keypads.So, i'm thinking of Sony Ericsson W910i.I like my current phone, but it's just so pathetic to have the crack keypads!Duh!This time around i'll buy the original one instead of AP.And i'll be changing my phone number, soon...

It's 2.00 pm already, and today, i'll get my new car..heheheh...Vain as it is...hahahaha...

CONGRATS DAVID COOK!

2008-05-22T14:35:00.005+08:00

When everyone are busy celebrating MU as the UEFA champion, me on the other hand , right now, are in shock and suprised cuz my fave in the Idol competition, DAVID COOK,won the title!Yeay!after watching the performances and comments made by Cowell, i was like,'Yeah, lil' David is the winner'(so irritating to hear whenever Cowell said,'Round 1 goes to Archuleta', 'Round 2 goes to Archuleta','Round 3 goes to Archuleta'.). I like Archuleta, he was one of my fave throughout the competition, but, he's BORING....His performances throughout the competition were just the same....

Cook, on the other, is a definite entertainer, and i enjoyed watching his performances last night!When he sang 'Time of my life', i said to myself, 'this is definitely going to be my ringtone!'..heheh..

Cook won by the difference votes of 12 million..which, according to Ryan Seacrest, was not even a close fight!!

Both of them got talents of their own...but i must say, this season has the best talents america could offer although i'm not the avid follower of this season yet, i really like the finale!

DAVID vs. DAVID

2008-05-19T15:21:00.011+08:00

It's the final showdown...David Archuleta v. David Cook as predicted.Both are my faves in the competition.I started off as a fan of Archuleta, but throughout the competition, he turned out to be BORING.His performances were very much expected.Yeah, he sings pitch-perfect, but, for me, he lacks of showmanship.I don't see ENTERTAINER in him.It's very painful when he sang 'With You' last week.I cried in pain!

Cook, on the other hand, has improved A LOT!I will never forget his rendition of Mariah Carey's 'Always Be My Baby'.He did it well!I was like, watching in shocked, couldn't believe my eyes and ears watching him pulled out that song!He's versatile in his own way.He managed to pulled out 'Music of The Night' , he sang 'I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing' with his own style.

So, who deserves the title?I don't know, but i feel whoever it is the winner is definitely DAVID, it's a win win situation.Both will have the same shares after the competition.I really want Cook to win but popularity wise (little girls+aunts+grannies screaming), Archuleta will definitely get the title, but Cook is the real winner!We will see more of HIM.Definitely!

(Pics courtesy of http://www.americanidolworship.com/)

Please See...

2008-05-19T14:48:00.012+08:00

i watched PS I Love You the other day, i loved it so much!I don't like Gerard Butler and Hilary Swank being the main characters in the movie...but i totally love Jeffrey Dean Morgan!!!heheheh*wink wink*

I'm a huge fan of CECELIA AHERN and i read most of her books...currently reading the latest book, THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES.

The thing is, i always feel i could relate to her writings.Being the avid novel reader since, forever , i guess, i always wanted to write and publish my own novel.But, put my time constraint as a reason, i don't do much justice to what i want to do in my life.Being a legal officer, i hate doing litigation and stuff.But,i'm not a risk taker either to start a new thing in my life.As much as i hate litigation, i've being doing the same thing everyday for 10 months already!And of course, i can't stand THE MAN either but i have no choice (talking about giving reasons).To many commitments to handle, car loan, house rent and stuff, i need to be strong and focus to something i don't like that much.Yes, i'm pathetic.

Come back to PS I Love You, i like the scenery in the movie...IRELAND such a nice place.But, the storyline is a bit different from the novel which brings me to the fact that it has been done that way to suit the US market.

i recommend this to everyone because it's very inspiring in the sense that if you lost something, it's not the end of the world, just go with the flow and stop holding back.Be free.Do whatever you want to do because everything happens for a reason.Trust me.

TIME AFTER TIME or...I'M BEING OLD?

2008-01-27T18:45:00.004+08:00

Being 25 this year, i feel that i'm a teenage girl who trapped in this body..hehe...no...i enjoy being 25.Okay, let's go straight to what actually i'm going to talk about. i've gone through a stack of old videos (yes, i mean the VHS one) and i stumbled upon the disney movies that i used to watch. I believe that the 80s or the 90s kids grew up watching Disney classics from Cinderella to..hurrmm Hercules. My favourite is always be Cinderella.But my favourite song will always be the one from 'Pinoccio', 'When You Wish Upon A Star'.And , today, i've got hold of Jesse McCartney's version of the song...and surprisingly, i like his version better that others.(*giggling*actually, i do love Jesse McCartney, told you about a teenage girl who trapped in this 25 year old body!).It is very smooth and(*struggling with words*)inspiring.

(Jesse McCartney-When You Wish Upon A Star. Download Here-->http://www.mediafire.com/?0z1mmvndubt)

I don't know what kids nowadays have missed..yeah , apart from watching High School Musical, Hannah Montana, and other cartoons on Nickelodeon and Disney Channel,but we have such a great time growing up watching those classic disney movies. Yeah, i do have my brothers watching it on the DVD and they loved it!Talking about born after the time.hahahhaa.

Anyway, i guess kids or teenagers nowadays missed lotsa things.For example, BOYBANDS(*laughing out LOUD*).Who can forget the boybands that we've been drooling those days (i directed this to the 80s and 90s kids). From the New Kids On The Block, Boyzone, 911, The Backstreet Boys , N'Sync, Westlife,Code Red, Plus One, No Authority, Take 5 and whole lot more!I still remember the day that my father bought me the 911 album, when i was 14...and that was one album that my father has ever bought for me!Then, how can i forget the day i won the Westlife concert tickets from the local radio station when i was 16..not one..but 4 tickets!It was CRRRAZYYYY during that time!How i MISSED those days!

But, nowadays, i clearly don't understand the music industry.What's with the hip hop thing and good-girl-gone-bad Rihanna?Maybe i'm getting old.But, trust me , i don't find any sort of entertainment for the kids nowadays (besides singing along with the High School Musical casts and going crazy over Zac Efron). Sometimes, i found kids nowadays are being serious at their age compared to us back then (talking about Jamie Lynn Spears being pregnant).And the scariest part is, seeing little girls dancing dirty dance at the local TV stations!Ewwww!Thanks to Channel V and MTV!

What can i say, time has changed...and I'm OLD!

OBSESSIONS or...PASSION?

2008-01-26T19:31:00.001+08:00

No, i'm not the obsessed freak.I guess, every person has their own obsessions.But trust me, my obsessions does not involve human (wish i had one).I'm obsessed with books...or to make it sounds real good to my parents...i love R-E-A-D-I-N-G. No, wrong, i'm obsessed with buying books at the bookstores but it took me forever to read. But, right now, i only obsessed with this particular book series published by littleblackdressbooks. The books were freaking funny and damn sexy. I love it because it does tickle my bones and i found myself giggling for numerous times (which made head turns either in the LRT or commuter).It makes me forget all the workloads that i have.

I feel so close to the character.That's what i like about the books.Although it is a stereotype romance series, but, we've been fed with different stories of romantic comedy. My favourite so far is 'How To Sleep With a Movie Star'(No, it doesn't tell you how, just a very attractive title for the sales) by Kristine Harmel (http://www.kristinharmel.com/) about an independent girl at the age of 26 who made it in her career as the entertainment editor(or something like it) of a fashion magazine.I can't put my hands off this one.

Another one that is certainly my favourite is 'The Trouble With the Valentine's Day' by Rachel Gibson (http://www.rachelgibson.com/) .It is very funny and sexy!

I guess i'm obsessed with the series since i bought tons of it and i guess am going to buy it tomorrow since it always out with new books every month.

At some point, i do love writing.Yes, i do.During my school years (No, i didn't wear skirts),i love writing novels...and i am..still. My only dream is to make it publish and see it standing at the bookshelf of the major bookstores.Sometimes, dreams do come true.And in my case, most of it came true.We'll see about this...Ciao!

maybe my love will come back someday, only heaven knows

maybe our hearts will find the way, only heaven knows

all i can do is hope and pray,

Cuz HEAVEN KNOWS

(Song at the mo: Lian Ai Da Ren : Show Luo ft Xiao S. Download Here -->http://www.mediafire.com/?6493c1dbgsh)